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Saturday 9 March 2024

life can be scary.

Life can be scary at times
On this path we all follow 
It would be so easy just to wallow 
Sometimes life's bitter pills 
We have to swallow 

Lie awake at night
Thinking of ones plight
Should I stay?
Should I take flight? 

Maybe the future isn't dark?
Maybe the future is bright? 
Or am I just being polite?
Life is a roller-coaster 
Hold on tight!




Waves Of Sorrow.

Tossed aside, like an old worn shoe
Tattered,  broken and torn
A life time ago,brand new

Sadness?Sorrow?Pity?
Woe is me
As I lay here sluggishly 
Against the old willow tree

Solitary magpie 
Right handed salute 
No longer works
Surely being a magpie 
Must have some perks?

Motivation evaporated 
Willpower, no more
Maybe this old willow tree
Has a magic door?

Trapped inside your own tragic mind
Feeling selfish, feeling unkind
Trying so hard to unwind
Why is life such a bind?

Transformation at its best
I suppose I had better get out of bed
And get dressed,willow tree disappeared from my head
Am I just overwhelmed 
Or am I just depressed?

Saturday 26 August 2023

It's Funny How....

It's funny how your life can change 
Life's plans you have to rearrange 
Your life is turned upside down 
Like a clowns disturbing frown 

It's funny how it just takes a letter or a text
You sit there staring at the content
Feeling completely vexed

Your life is funny in so many ways
Sometimes you have to walk through the haze
And think of Happy and better days.

MUM

The sun shines down on your grave
I'm sat talking to you
Trying to be brave
At times grief is like a gigantic wave

Magpies and crow's swoop around 
Chattering away on the cemetery ground
Feelng lost, but wanting to be found. 

I dream of happier times
When you were here
Sat on a cemetery bench
Your grave so near

My tears fall fast
Thinking about the past
When you were here with  me
And all our family. 





Fear of the unknown.

Fear of the unknown, emotions thrown
No chance to relax, or live life to the max
Sense of fear, life not in gear

Overthinking, fear of sinking
Nothing makes sense anymore 
Nothing linking, please stop thinking

Can't take much more
Feel like being shown the door
My life has been shaken to it's core
I'm a fighter, I will win this war.



Friday 14 April 2023

Menopause Madness

Hot sweats at night
Day time hot flushes
Brain fog, well what do you know?
Feeling high, Feeling  low

Weight gain, mushy brain
Toss and turn at night
Tinnitus, racing heart

Sometimes I just want to take flight
You hit the menopause 
Everything goes south
Got to be very careful 
What comes out of my mouth 

Not feeling like myself 
Feel like some worn out toy
Left lonely on the shelf 

Wednesday 2 February 2022

Myself

Not really liking myself right now
Lot's of things I'd change
Just gotta discover how
I've never been the kind of person
That makes people wanna say WOW!

Need to sort my head out
I'm not the person I want to be
I want to be a different person people see
I know the person I am Isn't me

Only I can change myself
And my way of thinking
I know I can stop myself
From slowly slowly sinking!

As with everything it will take time
Changes always do
I look forward to the day
When someone says Is that really you?