It's Funny How....

It's funny how your life can change 

Life's plans you have to rearrange 

Your life is turned upside down 

Like a clowns disturbing frown 

It's funny how it just takes a letter or a text

You sit there staring at the content

Feeling completely vexed

Your life is funny in so many ways

Sometimes you have to walk through the haze

And think of Happy and better days.

MUM

The sun shines down on your grave

I'm sat talking to you

Trying to be brave

At times grief is like a gigantic wave

Magpies and crow's swoop around 

Chattering away on the cemetery ground

Feelng lost, but wanting to be found. 

I dream of happier times

When you were here

Sat on a cemetery bench

Your grave so near

My tears fall fast

Thinking about the past

When you were here with  me

And all our family. 

Fear of the unknown.

Fear of the unknown, emotions thrown

No chance to relax, or live life to the max

Sense of fear, life not in gear

Overthinking, fear of sinking

Nothing makes sense anymore 

Nothing linking, please stop thinking

Can't take much more

Feel like being shown the door

My life has been shaken to it's core

I'm a fighter, I will win this war.